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June 3, 2007

VENT!

Son of a FUCK!

Sorry, but I've got to rant!

I did my top-of-the-month backup of my computer's guts and somehow did an overwrite of last month's backup (which ordinarily wouldn't be an issue except that last month was when I did the BIG purge-of-years'-old-emails backup that then ONLY existed as text files in that May 1st backup).

So, now--just like when Keith first came over in August 2001 and tossed out my "old" Netscape Mail profile thereby losing all of my last few years' of Mom's emails--I've lost a buttload of archived stuff that may or may not be important. Because how can you know? It's not 'til you have that moment when you think, "Oooh! I have that email! Let me look that up," that you decide it's all gone, gone, gone and it's now over, over, over (at least in the absolute proof sense). But I am now prepping myself for the for sure-ness that it's gone, no matter how important it might be.

It's over. The 1's and 0's are no more. Big fat suckola.

And so what?

That's the bigger question. I mean, what does it matter if that stuff is gone any more than it matters that a box of my favorite books got destroyed in a flood or a box of my old love letters got destroyed in a fire? It's all a reminder of the bigger point: today, I am this. And that's it!

Ah, well... life is bigger than what my backup drive can contain. And if it all goes away, it doesn't diminish my value.

Posted by bonnie at June 3, 2007 2:02 AM

Comments

try gmail. I know google is one of those insidious things, but it does let you archive, even documents. it has changed the way I collaborate, and lately, I've archived docs from work, and accessed them from home (and recently, while vacationing back home with the folks).

you don't even need an invite like before, although I'll be happy to invite you if you want--you can do it straight from your cell phone now.

a fellow sufferer,
Maria

Posted by: Maria at June 3, 2007 6:51 AM